Today the news comes in the latter format. Kicking you when you are down, I think the expression goes.
Today we go on our family run as we do everyday. Dad joins us today...again. Lulu sits contently in the jogging stroller watching the world go by through untainted eyes, and an unscarred heart. Sometimes I wish I had the eyes of a child. To see people and the world without contempt or regret. To greet everyone with the innocence only a child has. But this is not the way it is. Not right now anyways.
At least she naps regularly. When would I have time to talk to my blog, or jot down my feelings, or read the news?
Today I'm just feeling empty really. The past 9 days or so have been such a whirlwind of emotions that after the dust has settled, I am left feeling blah, and deflated. Like a bag of groceries that was once full and now has been emptied and thrown out the car window and run over a bunch of times. That is how I am feeling today.
I'm almost 99.9 positive that tomorrow will come with different feelings and a new outlook. At least that's what I hope for every night before my head hits the pillow.
But I love my life and all the twists and turns that it holds. Because I am lucky to have this life. After all it is mine. No matter what. You only get one shot. I guess this is mine.
Because as The Talking Head once said, "Once in a lifetime."
As The Talking Heads once said, "Once in a lifetime."
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